begining of the end

Its a fact, all good things must come to an end. Sometimes we don't know when this end is so we aren't prepared to do whatever needs to be done to have closure to enjoy every moment to give our goodbyes. Then after we are either so engrossed with whats next or else we are left to the side and we just have to deal with it our own ways.

However sometimes you get the opposite you know how long is left in the countdown and you have to decide how to spend the last days. Do you enjoy and squish out every bit of happiness or do you let it fall so that the healing process can start earlier? Do you try to replace what is about to end? How do you find a way to fill something that means so much to do, something that is what has given you happiness after so long? What if its something that really had no meaning until you gave it some, then what? Do you owe something back, do you feel that your owed? Its it your fault that its ending? What if someone decides for you, does it make it any easier?

Somethings have an ending but its best not to know, not to have to deal with the pain of knowing that things are going to change. That happiness will be sadness that a full glass will be empty soon. Ignorance is always bliss so why not stay ignorant?